i realized something today...my dad's family experienced a death this year too...one of my dad's uncles died...i have no idea why my family is a target this year for hardships and heartaches....it confuses me but through all this there has to be a reason that all of this is happening....i guess i will be patient to knowing this reason....

life is short...we never know when the next breath will be our last or anyone else's last....we should be thankful for each and every breath we take...and for each and every day we wake up...we are not promised tomorrow....this is what i have been learning this past year....you can be 16 and ur life is taken suddenly or you can suffering from cancer and die when your old or you can die of old age...it does not matter...you can die at any age and in any fashion...only God knows our schedule here on earth...

In other news, only like 10 more days of summer classes and I will be officially done with my classes at LU...it seems like SAGA might listen to some of the students demands and change the types of meal plans but not the price...thats good that they are willing to listen and change but they still need to do something about the price and about the quality of the food.

I am feeling all better...my fever is gone...my headache is gone....i am slowly regaining my energy..things are getting better healthwise....

I need to clean and start separating and packing my stuff for my July 30th departure...the end of this month is gonna be extremely busy...mom gets back from FL the 26th to turn around and go back out with me four days later...i pray that mom has the strength and energy to handle everything....

well...thats enough for now...im going to bed...catch you all another time